KABHI SOCHA HAI

:- KABHI SOCHA HAI -:

"Dar"

ye dar hota kyaa hai, pata hai.

kabhi iss dar ko mehsoos kiya hai

kabhi pure najdik se dekha hai ushko...

 

jab hum na apne halaton se apne aap se juth bolte hai  jab na hum apne sath kuch hone ya na hone ka aehsaas dilate hai jab na humko lagata hai ki mera iss duniya me koi nahi .....mera kuch sunane wala koi nahi.....tab jo dikhata hai, tab jo mehsoos hota hai vo dar hai

 

hum na apni zindagi me humesha darte rehte hai sab baton se vo chahe kuch karne ki ho ya fir kuch sab ke samne bolne ki ...tab na ek badi ajeeb si man me nirashha aa jata hai ...tab na to hum ko koi umeed dekhati or na hi koi sahara jo sath aake khade rahe..

 

tab na aap ek aishe kuve me chale jate ho jaha sirf andhera hai ...na vaha kisi ki aawaj hoti hai..na hi kisi ki aahat..vaha sirf tum hote ho sirf tum ..tab tum sirf saari duniya ke pare jo aapna ek alag jahan hai uss me chale jate ho..jaha sab apana hai ..jaha chalati bhi sirf apani hai...jaha sab log bhi sirf apani bat mante hai or uss duniyaa ko app sab aapka "man"(mind) kehte ho.....

 

jab aap ek aishe aayab me fass jate ho ...tab na aapaka man aapko bahot sare prashno me or badi uljano daal deta hai... or vo khud hi unn sare prashno ke jawab bhi deta hai or saari uljano se bahar bhi nikalata hai ..

 

pata hai humesa aisha kyun hota hai ki hum sab log subhaha jagate hai or raat ko so jate hai..

kyun raat ke andhre me chahe jo bhi ho humre sath par hum khud ko humesa ekle me pate hai..

kyun hum humesa kisi ke samne apni bat rakhne ya karne se darte hai..

kyun hum duniya ke samne jese bhi ho par humesa undar hi undar apne aap marte hai..

kyun hum sabake samne haste hai or phir ekle me raat ko ek kone me bedhkar chupte chupate rote hai..

kyun hum har waqt khud ko kuch na kuch humare sath hone ka aehsaas dilate hai...

kyun koi humari zindagi me kayi sari khushiyaan leke aata hai or fir bahot sare gam de kar chala jata hai..

kyun hum udashi me ya bebasi me chadar odh kar ya fir khud ko shimet kar so jate hai…….

kyun kabhi na toh kabhi par humare apne bhi yun paraye ho jate hai ...

kyun humesa ye khushi or hasi ke lamhe fat se aa kar fir shant pani ki tarah tham se jate hai..

kyun kabhi hume ek anjaan ke liye pure parivar ko yaa fir parivar ki wajah se uss anjaan ko chodana padata hai..

or ye sab na sirf inshano ki zindagi me hota hai aeisha nahi hai ...ye sab naturally bhi hota hai jese kabhi socha hai...

kyun humesa kale badal neele or khule aasman ko dhak jate hai..

kyun ye shant or mithi lagati hawayein kabhi tufano me taqdil ho jati hai...

kyun ye shant pani ki dhara ek din sunami ban jati hai ....

sansar me koi bhi baat aeshe hi nahi janam leti hai ushka koi na koi toh jaroor matlab hota hai..

 

-Ajay Rajput